what if

what if i didnt came to school
what if i didnt want to come to school
what if i though about somethign rather than school
what if i used my whole when i comes to school
what if i used my 100% in my life
what if i was to write a book
what if i won a million dollars
what if i moved to another city
what if i do everything in life that i want to do too soon
what if everything came too easy to me
what if in every situation that demands my opinion coulndt hear
what if i had eaten cerial this morning instead of a pop tard
what if i chosed the wrong options in life

what if I used my whole potential

i know myself better than anyone and that is very spected. i know that i set goals, no matter if they are long term or short term goals but i do have some expectetion on me achiving those goals, but at the end i eather procrastinate or i just deside to leave this for the last minute, and i know i could do alot more in everything if i was put my 100% on anything that i was doing, it could be my full potential at work, or at school, at every project or homework, at home or even invested into myy self . buty lest pretend if did all those thing if i do use a high putential on my everyday tasks.

if i use a full potential at work. well i did. and i also respected everythign that represented a good ethical value at work but its been almost two years and that place has step all over me and treated me like a dog that never leaves no matter how less can they care or treath me . but it took me a while to understaand thte lack of profecionalism because it was my very first job and i did a hell of a job there every co worker would let me know that i did, so im not really worry about this job at all i could not show up at all and i would be happier. but that is not what i was refering to, be cause i know that after i graduate i will have to start seting a foot inside the industry in which i want to fallow my carreer path wich is graphic design and i cant be more exited to stratr and i know the beguining will be hard and ill need a lot of patience... unfinished

if i had eaten cereal instead of a pop tard

the tittle migh sound silly but its only because i wanted it to sound silly, with the only porpuse to show myself that i can turn a silly challenging title such as this one and transform it into something iteresting to read. so what if i had eaten ceral instead of a pop tard this morning. well lests start with the event, i woke up an hour early before class which alowed me to take a little bit of time on getting ready since im not exaclty a morning person, i can never get up super early just cuz my body is ready to go., i get up and slowly i have to rewind myself to have enough energy to get through the morning.and so this particualar morning i decided i was going to have something to eat for breakfast since i miss calculated my time and i had planty to afortt eating breakfast. so i grab a pop tard and i put it in the toaster and i ate it. now this sseems pretty self explainatory, i just happend to choose one over the other and if i was to had chosedn the other than the whole outcome of my day would have been the same. however. i can assure that i would have change my whole day and also myself.  im a peticualar person i can be very simple and layback but when it comes to taking choises i alway make sure to mentaly run the path of reactions from each option before taking a desicing, now when it comes to something small like choosing beween, restaurants to go or thisgs to do for recreationg or as small as choosing between candy bars most people would choose what htey would be more confortable with but i dont i like to try different things and specially new things even thou i know i could possible dislike the choise, but... unfinished

what if there werent videogames

well the pepple that make it a living of video games would have to choose another proffesion and most likeky they would hate that career or thye would never feel satisfied or challanged by it. now for the consumers the aver all effect would be alot differnt, a question like this one i would ussually give it moment to think about but right now im not suppost to stop typing so i thingk that the consumer would not seem to have a whole in themselfes that cant be fill like the people who develop them, the consumer would probably have found something else that would replace the videogames, some would go outdorrs more often and some would probably find a notehr hobby and the few that dont  .. unfinished

eating healthy

so know that this is not the first time i have told myself that i should change the way i eat, that i need to start creating new healthy habits that at a long term it will benefitme  greatly. but i know my selfe and like other people that might understant my situation i know how hard is for me to switch from eating like a scary monster devouring the fridge. i have always known  some of my worst eating habits. i for instence, benge once in a while on a perticular food item for days.. lets say coockies, chocolate, chips, sometimes it would not be "food" but more like a condiment.. like tabasco or goat milk in caramel form... in more depth what im trying to say is that i wont matter the time of the day or how many times on that they i have eaten/drunk a sertain food or bevarage or even other etable things.. i will eat like if i was addicted to them. but now im concentrating that weird habbit and turning it into a great advantage. i found something that im quite "addicted" to. cashows and other types of nutts and seeds..

car problems

it is safe to say and as i have progress on my jeurny to get know my car that i dont knoe mush about cars and that has been a very stressful journey .i still habe my first car that i bough about a year or two ago and i can cound the times that the car let me on the middle of nowher . and its always some lithel tyny piece that mess up with somehting else that is big, but  i found out thta as the car keeps breaking doiwn and i stress out i now know more about cars that i used to and i also n=know that if im buying a another car ill make sure that everytingh is good to beging with but i dont regret getting my first car since at the time i really needed one and i honestly wasnt able to find one more suitable to my wallet.back to the car problesm, i always have been lucky on where and who is wtth me when my car breaks down, but one time when i had forgotten my celphone and it turn off on the middle of street so i had to park in someones driveway. we tried to knock on their door but no one wanted to open the door, although i knew that there was people inside because of all the cars that they had parcked by the driveway , so we had to wait and wait until someone would come out. but no one did, so we decided to go door to door knocking asking for a phone, but again, nowone seem to be home.

freewriting

all i have to do is write until my fingers cant.. but at the same time is hard to just squish thoughts out of my head in a random matter.. everyone else is writing so fast,,, i really wonder what are they writing about,, are they writing about writing like i am or are they just narrating something that recently happened to them? i can assure that most of the students are in fact writing about writing, unless i am the only one that cant seem to think out of the box, lets show how to thing out of the box and how to be random. so... the other day i heard a loud sound and my dog heard it to. the problem is that i don't have a dog, can a toast toast toasts? i wonder because i heard that guns don't kill  people, people kill people. purple is a fancy color.. and im not joking because the real meaning of purple is royal.. pretty interesting although i like green... which is more of a ... dang i forgot the true meaning... like a bus that picks up cows under the rainbow of injustice and the corner of happiness. if i could jump so high i would do so.. but just for the fun of it. im sure its has been more than ten minutes already but everyone keeps on fearlessly banging on the keyboards.. if i would have to guess what are they talking about it would be this l;djfasdlkyfwoinjkdhsdij; difhSDJKHeinfsdjkhv l;dkfkjsdhf s....... because that is what it sounds like they are doing.. maybe the process of thought comes a lot easier for some than another ... never mind, now i know what everyone was writing about...a Lincking log .. gosh now i feel like fool....

hello? is this thing working...  i have been trying to avoid any social media interaction for a while but, i guess its impossible to swim against the current...